Friday, December 3, 2004 9:20 AM CST
This will be our intro...
On Aug 18th 2004 the day before he was slated to begin pre-k I came into the living room to try his belt on him.He was sitting on the couch not responding to me. When I walked closer to help him stnd up I noticed he had a "blank stare". He was vomiting so I walked him to the bathroom and went back to clean the mess. When I went back into the bathroom he was just standing there. Nothing clicked that something was wrong with my little man how could it be he had been perfectly healthy the last 4 1/2 years. I helped him get undressed and put him in the tub. I was trying to talk to him, but he couldn't talk and was trying to reach out to my voice, but I guess he couldn't see me. It was at this point I was getting scared and began crying this is when my wheels starting turning from scared mom to trained medical proffessional. I was trying to get him out to get him to the hospital when he turned gray and went limp. I carried him to the couch and called 911.When they arrived he wouldn't respond and his oxygen sats were low-79% so they said they were going to take him to the ER. I had to stay behind because my husband was at church and I was home with my younger 2 boys. When I did get to the ER about 10mins later he was coming around and talking a little. A few minutes later he began to have a seizure- which I had concluded was what had happened earlier. When the staff was told he had no history of this and no reason for it they did a Cat scan. It showed a growth on his brain of some kind. We thought maybe he had bumped his head and it was merely scar tissue. Remember my son was healthy! We were transferred to Childrens and the next morning they did a MRI. On Aug 19th before 3pm his brain surgery was scheduled because as per the Neurosurgeon it was indeed a tumor.
August 24th- Brain surgery was scheduled today. Scary thought all by itself without the notion that this would simply be a small harmless tumor to be removed and then all would be well. A few hours after the surgery began they told us they were closing and the Dr would be out to speak with us. Wonderful only 3 1/2 hours of surgery and in a week or so we could go home. right? Nope the Dr called us to the side hall and told us that the preliminary pathology report was that it was cancerous. What? my child has cancer? how could this be he is healthy! well, from there all my days have been a big blur of time. We had to wait what seemed like an eternity to get the definitve diagnosis because it was of the rare kind. Then one evening at the end of August we had a conference with the the nuerosurgeon, and the hemonc Dr. they told us that some of the tumor remained microscopically in his brain and that is was a very aggressive tumor. Already a stage 4 and it had only been there 3 months at the most. They told us they would do all they could to save Demitry, but that this would be a very long road. In the following weeks he had his port placed and a 2nd line to support the machine for the stem cell harvesting. We had a whole battery of tests before anything could begin, and finally got the diagnosis of PNET-primitive nuero ectodermal tumor.On Sep 24th he recieved the first loading dose of chemo. this was hard, but a visit from Spiderman brightened his day and so mine was bright as well. He began radiation on the 18th of October and now we're on break resting until the 4th of January. We will keep updating so check back and please keep us in your prayers. Without Jesus I don't know where me or my family would be today. God Bless.
Saturday, December 1, 2007 10:20 AM CST
Well, it is Dec 1st. Meechie's 8th birthday is on the 15th. Is he hanging on to see that day? I dunno, and neither does anyone else here on Earth. This child is so motivating. I don't think I will ever take a day "off" for a little cold, or just not feeling well again. If he can push forward through all of this, then....
I can't stand seeing him like this.. He is a totally different child than our Meechie. He looks like a mass of bones with skin covering it, his little body is just so contorted... He can't even talk with us understandably that much anymore. Yesterday during yet another scary breathing episode I just talked and talked and cried, and cried, and cried,... I think I told him everything I needed to to apologize for all the times over the years I wasn't a good mommy, I told him how proud we all are of him, how hard he's fighting, and that it's okay to rest. I told him Jesus and plenty of people were waiting for him. I told him to let me know when he makes it there and to give me some sort of sign. After all this I just cuddled up as best I could next to him, and patted him. Later that afternoon when his nurse got here she found that his fever was 104, and his pulse was 164. We tended to that and today he's back to "okay". Okay I must confess that I have mixed emotions about this. On one hand I can't stand seing him like this, he hasn't eaten in about 3 weeks, now he can't drink. I won't sooo badly for him to just rest, and be whole again, but, on the other hand, what will I do with that so very big hole in my soul? I know, I know, but no matter how strong my faith I am still concerned of my not doing so well once he does rest.
Well, time doesn't stand still, and the birthdays and Christmas are still approaching. I should add they are approaching a lot faster too it seems. Not right! Why can't things just stop until our family is ok to deal with them? Selfish I know, but still it'd be nice I think. I must keep in mind that everything happens for a reason, and there is a season for everything.... So, I guess If I'm gonna dredge out that ole tree, I'd better do it soon... pray fo me. Not sure how we're gonna do the gift thing, I guess that's another way the internet can come in to good use huh? Sorry I don't I've shared with ya'll yet the little mini attacks I seem to have when I go to the store? Everywhere I go it seems I see Spiderman or Dinosaurs, and it's just not a very condusive situation for me.....
Well, thanks for reading. Thanks for supporting us. Thanks for the e-mails, guestbook entries- every one of them get read! I would love to respond to some of your words, but... I hope a Thank You here will suffice. Most of all, Thank you for the prayers they are no doubt what is holding us together and upright- (maybe a little tilted-lol) throughout this timeUntil next time, GOD BLESS us all! Love and Hugs, Dani and Meechie
Tuesday, December 4, 2007 1:09 PM CST
Meechie went home peacefully at 8:56 this morning. Just me and Rob were here, just the way it was supposed to be. As he took his last breath Rob was praying over him, and I was telling him how much we loved him, and that we'd be okay, how proud we were of him..... Although I am so, so , very lost and heartbroken, I am at a very odd peace. Just knowing that my littleman never again has to cry for "pokes", or because of a headache, or the nausea and vomiting helps so much. I will update more again when we get the final details ironed out.
As usual, please pray for us. It is us his family that is hurting right now, not him. I am so confident that at this very moment he is being taught " the ropes" by other little soldiers to have won this battle. One of them I think Just may be sporting his beautiful orange tipped wings. If indeed they can choose colors for their wings Meechie's will be a very manly blue. Gosh how I love that little boy.... CHRIST Love to you all, Dani

To read Meechie's full story: >>>http://www.caringbridge.org/la/meechie/index.htm
Composed of early undeveloped nerve cells called neuroblasts. Also called neuroblastoma.
• | Very rare | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
• | More common in children | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| • | Primitive nerve cells grow very rapidly | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
• | Usually occur in cerebellum
BackgroundPrimitive neuroectodermal tumors (PNET) are neoplasms of which medulloblastoma is the prototype. These are small cell, malignant embryonal tumors showing divergent differentiation of variable degree along neuronal, glial, or rarely mesenchymal lines. Only tumors of the CNS are discussed here. Peripheral primitive neuroectodermal tumors are regarded as distinct entities. PathophysiologyPNET of the CNS can be divided grossly into infratentorial tumors (medulloblastoma or iPNET) and supratentorial tumors (sPNET). Considerable controversy exists regarding the histogenesis of these tumors. Initially, these dense, cellular, embryonal tumors were thought to have a common origin from primitive neuroectodermal cells and to differ only in their location, type, and degree of differentiation. In the revised World Health Organization (WHO) classification (Kleihues, 1993), however, many of these tumors are given a separate niche on the basis of the assumption that these embryonal tumors also could arise from cells already committed to differentiation. Regardless of the controversy, these tumors are discussed as infratentorial (medulloblastoma) and supratentorial. The latter occur rarely (25:1) and are more common in young adults than infratentorial tumors. Spinal dissemination via the cerebrospinal fluid (CSF) is the most common form of metastatic spread of PNETs. FrequencyUnited StatesMedulloblastoma represents the most common type of primary solid malignant brain tumor in children (as many as 30% of all solid brain tumors). In contrast, only 1% of brain tumors in adults are medulloblastomas. The overall annual incidence is approximately 0.5 case per 100,000 children. Seventy-five percent arise in the midline (vermis), while 25% occur in the lateral cerebellum. InternationalThe Swedish Cancer Registry reported, as part of a population-based study, that medulloblastomas represented 21% of all primary brain tumors in children. Similar figures were provided by the British Tumor Registry and from the United States (Surveillance, Epidemiology and End Results Program). Mortality/MorbidityRisk of sudden death secondary to obstructive hydrocephalus has been hypothesized; however, it is not often observed clinically. RaceNational Cancer Survey suggests a slightly higher incidence in white than in blacks. SexA slight male preponderance is observed (male-to-female ratio 1.8:1). AgeThree fourths of these tumors appear in children younger than 15 years, and 50% are seen in the first decade of life. A second, smaller peak occurs in young adults (aged 21-40 y). History
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| Drug Name | Dexamethasone (Decadron) |
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| Description | Postulated mechanisms of action in brain tumors include reduction in vascular permeability and decreased CSF production. |
| Adult Dose | 16 mg/d PO/IV divided q6h until improvement; not to exceed 100 mg/d in divided doses; taper either to discontinue or to minimum effective dose |
| Pediatric Dose | 0.15 mg/kg/d PO/IV divided q6h |
| Contraindications | Documented hypersensitivity; active bacterial or fungal infection; peptic ulcer disease; psychosis; hypertension; in significant peritumoral edema, patient should be treated and carefully watched for adverse sequelae |
| Interactions | Barbiturates, phenytoin, and rifampin decrease effects; decreases effect of salicylates and vaccines used for immunization |
| Pregnancy | C - Safety for use during pregnancy has not been established. |
| Precautions | Increases risk of multiple complications, including severe infections; monitor adrenal insufficiency when tapering drug; abrupt discontinuation may cause adrenal crisis; other possible adverse effects include hyperglycemia, edema, osteonecrosis, myopathy, peptic ulcer disease, hypokalemia, osteoporosis, euphoria, psychosis, myasthenia gravis, and growth suppression |
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Media file 1: Cerebellar medulloblastoma. This MRI (axial view, T2-weighted image) demonstrates the heterogeneity of the tumor. 
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Media file 2: Cerebellar medulloblastoma. This sagittal view MRI without contrast demonstrates characteristic midline cerebellar location with mild obstructive hydrocephalus. 
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Media file 3: Cerebellar medulloblastoma. This axial view CT scan with contrast shows a partially enhancing mass arising in the midline from cerebellum and filling the fourth ventricle. 
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